Julie Chrisleyis thinking about what the future holds for herself and husbandTodd Chrisleyas they prepare toreport to prisonthis month forfraud and tax evasion.
Julie, 49, spoke to sonChase Chrisley’s fiancéeEmmy Medderson the latestChrisley Confessionspodcast about the challenges ahead in her relationship with Todd, 53, as they serve out their sentences.
Julie noted, “I think it puts things into perspective for me because we all think our hard is the hardest thing. … You’re entitled to feel how you feel.”
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Recalling a friend’s advice that “the tears that you shed are sewing the seeds for your future,” she shared, “It has been such a source of strength for me because I have not typically been a crier and this whole experience has truly taken me to my knees.”
In response, Emmy said that going through what Julie is currently facing “changes the way you see life.”
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Julie and Todd are currently in the process ofappealing their case. Previously, daughter Lindsie Chrisley’s attorney Musa Ghanayem told PEOPLE that “the appeals process, if they go to prison, will continue to go on.” He also explained that “if a new trial was ordered, they’d have to go through the whole process again.”
All the while, the Chrisleys have continued to keep the faith.
“I have been reading and praying and praying with my prayer partner and believing that the journey that we’re all on —that there is a reason,” Julie said on a previousChrisley Confessions. “There is a purpose.”
source: people.com